So the last few days have been crazy busy! Working, packing, worrying...Yes I said worrying. Ok to be totally honest I've been FREAKING out to say the least. As much as I need and deserve (whether my husband thinks so or not) I'm getting nervous. This is the longest I've been away from my family. JaMonkey has spent the night with our parents but this is 4 days and 3 nights away from my sweet girl. I honestly am so upset about it. Not to mention I no longer have a computer so I have to beg to be able to video chat with them while I'm gone.
All day today I've felt like I'm going to throw up because I'm so on edge about leaving tomorrow. As in break down panic attack at any moment. I'm going to stinkin' Vegas and I'm freaking out...what a loon. Running around picking things up, depositing money. Making sure my head is still attached to my body.
Ok...deep breath.
Well on the upside I've won tickets from Field Trips with Sue to go see Laughing Pizza the day after I get back. JaMonkey loves them! They are a a family band that plays songs in between shows on GPTV. JaMonkey is always cheering and dancing to their songs so I'm so thrilled to go see them with her. It will be a nice "Mommy's back home" party for us. Maybe I'll be able to drag my husband along with me too and make a good family outing. We haven't really done much as a family. it's either me and her or him and her never all of us. That will change though now that the warm weather is here and she is old enough to enjoy things like this and the Zoo, Museum, or Aquarium.
All day today I've felt like I'm going to throw up because I'm so on edge about leaving tomorrow. As in break down panic attack at any moment. I'm going to stinkin' Vegas and I'm freaking out...what a loon. Running around picking things up, depositing money. Making sure my head is still attached to my body.
Ok...deep breath.
Well on the upside I've won tickets from Field Trips with Sue to go see Laughing Pizza the day after I get back. JaMonkey loves them! They are a a family band that plays songs in between shows on GPTV. JaMonkey is always cheering and dancing to their songs so I'm so thrilled to go see them with her. It will be a nice "Mommy's back home" party for us. Maybe I'll be able to drag my husband along with me too and make a good family outing. We haven't really done much as a family. it's either me and her or him and her never all of us. That will change though now that the warm weather is here and she is old enough to enjoy things like this and the Zoo, Museum, or Aquarium.
